lbqresearch

Hi,

First I have to say that I love the Buffy (or should I say Tara-Willow) background on this page! 

My name is Rischa I'm a lesbian, doing research with our community.

I am passionate about research because professionals use studies like this one to make decisions about our health care.

For this study, we are looking for women (trans-community included)  18 years of age or older, who self-identify as lesbian, bisexual, queer, or questioning (LBQ).  The purpose of this study is to learn about gender presentation and substance use in LBQ women.

Make sure your experiences are heard, be a part of LBQ research!
 
You can complete a brief, anonymous 25-minute survey by going to www.lbqresearch.wordpress.com. 
 
This study had been approved by the St. John’s University IRB.  Thank you for your time.

Make sure your experiences are heard, be a part of LBQ research! Thank you for getting involved, and be sure to tell your friends to participate as well.

faunia

I sent Amber a letter, she asked me the most beautiful question as I was leaving camp. She asked me, "What are you going back/home to?" we were interrupted as we spoke and I had the answer in my head for the past week, I didn't put a return address on the letter, sent it to the camp she works at, the thing about letters is that it gives the receiver control over accepting your sharing oe not, as they have the option to toss it without ever opening, no return addy, as it was the only way I could think of respecting her relationship, I didn't speak of anything romantic, told her I understood her nor answering email a year ago, as I was crushing, can't figure out why I feel like crying right now.

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faunia

I've been reading journals on here about how there's low contact and interest, where one person is inciting more than the other, ugh the lack of real care and the dynamics, I thinking ugh, I remember that, those excited out of control lusty feelings if not being able to stop talking constantly, then the other person not wanting to talk or have anything to do with you, no thank u. I don't care if I'm single forever I never want to go back there and experience it again.

I think I've hurt too badly to ever, even as much as I'd like to, open up and get involved again. Even though I'm crushing big time on Amber, I'm looking at it for what it is, nothing but dreaming, of an unavailable lady, on an unavailable woman.

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faunia

It's been a day and a half since we said bye, you wished me a happy life, all I could think of was,"I'll see you again." It had been a year since I last saw you, you weren't supposed to be there this past week, yet there you were.

I bet so many women come in and meet you on that job, falling into a crush mode as I did, did I look foolish, I think I must've. You never wrote me back, we talked about it, I wouldn't have if you hadn't brought it up first. I was happy in my thinking that you never received it.

I hate rejection, I mentally know it's best to get it over with, but I didn't like hearing that you'd received it and felt funny about my email. I didn't flirt in it, it was a simple hello, would u like to take my hand in friendship. Huh, you told me this time about crossing work boundaries, then we shared other than work stuff, I was confused as to where the line was still.

Your blue eyes make me nervous when I feel vulnerable, so deeply penetrating, you have a girlfriend. Ugh, I wonder how long, did you last year, we flirted in the cabin, I almost kissed you. Ugh, not kewl, I hope not since last year, I ask how long, we get interrupted. I'm left wondering.

I miss you, can't get you out of my thoughts, I video tapped you, helps. The thought of not seeing or talking to you again is hard. Yet, if you were my partner, I wouldn't want a crush around being friends with my lady. I wouldn't think that was a strong relationship between you and I if you did keep the crush friend around.

I like your morals, values and how you conduct yourself when away from your partner, I think it's how you'd be with me, huh...the honor, loving respect, it is All good, just wish she were me.

Thanks for a great week Willow.

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